Feleesa.

I am in no way showing off or boasting what I got. I just want to thank all those people who gave me gifts even if they weren't required to do so. Oppa hearts to all of you, tbh, your presence was already enough. Nevertheless, I am blessed to have you all in my life. Staying in my life is gift enough. Hello Kitty Pillow. Tee Family || This will perfectly fit my pink bed and room. Vintage looking clock. Jerzy Hendryks Labos || Happy because I can finally replace the clock in my room that hasn't been functioning since 2016. RSHS Phoenix Jersey. || This was supposed to be given to me last year but due to unforeseen conditions, I only received it on my birthday but I ain't complaining.  Stuffed toy. Jeric Cesar Enriquez || It's been so long since someone gave me a stuffed toy and this brings back memories of my other stuffed toys that aren't with me anymore. Travel kit, Compress Eyeshade, Tumbler, and Eyelash curler. SQUA (Janielle Lacandalo, ...

1. I can love seriously. I'm not saying that I didn't before but I was not knowledgeable about love very much and i'm not saying that I am now. I guess what i'm trying to say is that when I fell in love with my best friend, I realized that he was my first love and not the one who I thought when I was in elementary. I loved him so much to the point that I didn't even love myself anymore and completely disregarded myself. He didn't demand anything, it was all me. It felt like I needed him and maybe I did, who knows. I loved him too much but I did love him with every fiber of my being. 2. Love is a gamble . Sometimes you win some and sometimes you lose some. Sometimes it can be happy and sometimes it's kinda sad. Confessing to him was one of the biggest gamble I ever did, not because I was expecting him to like me back but because our friendship is also in the line. The reason I told him even though there's a chance our friendship would be ruined beca...

Falling in love. What does that even REALLY mean? Was it like when I was about 10 years old, I thought falling in love was when I liked this high school kid so much that I became lowkey obsessed with him and I considered him my first love? Back then, I really thought that it meant that. But as I grew up, falling in love became harder and harder to recognize and define each passing day. Falling in love especially to myself but this is not about how I fell in love with myself but worse, with my best friend. Did I regret falling for him? No. Do I still love him? Maybe. Are we still friends? Yes. Am I ready to fall again? A lot of my close friends already know this story and has seen my ups and downs. Quick spoiler: We never happened. If you think that this is a story of how I told him I liked him and he also said he liked me back, then you're in the wrong post. Maybe some people are lucky enough to have that but not me and especially not this story. This is my story on how I ...