Feleesa.

I was an elementary graduate in a private school and was forced by my mother to enroll in a public school, specifically a science high school. She literally did everything just so I can go to the exam day and took me to only one entrance exam and if I failed, "I will enroll you in your most hated school if you don't pass this one." she said. Typical Filipino Mom. As the test was going on, I was just reading everything and it just went like a blur. I never took it seriously and I wasn't even expecting to pass. I thought I did HORRIBLY . And the unexpected thing happened, I passed. Mom was so happy. I wish I was too. I never wanted to leave my friends but life goes on. I became a student of a Science High School, and it changed my life. Before, I hated the idea that I was a student of a Science High School. All these expectations from family and friends. I had no knowledge or background about the school so everything was a first for me. I just went with the flo...

1. I can love seriously. I'm not saying that I didn't before but I was not knowledgeable about love very much and i'm not saying that I am now. I guess what i'm trying to say is that when I fell in love with my best friend, I realized that he was my first love and not the one who I thought when I was in elementary. I loved him so much to the point that I didn't even love myself anymore and completely disregarded myself. He didn't demand anything, it was all me. It felt like I needed him and maybe I did, who knows. I loved him too much but I did love him with every fiber of my being. 2. Love is a gamble . Sometimes you win some and sometimes you lose some. Sometimes it can be happy and sometimes it's kinda sad. Confessing to him was one of the biggest gamble I ever did, not because I was expecting him to like me back but because our friendship is also in the line. The reason I told him even though there's a chance our friendship would be ruined beca...